saturday - august 1, 2026.
oh, my god. i've been working on this video since june 23rd. i wanted to remake an old series of videos i wasn't proud of and decided to focus on filming and editing a video i would want to watch.
if you know someone who would laugh with me, not at me, please share the video with them. i'm very aware that this is not the format most people in the youtube tarot community would make, and i would love to find my people!
allie
current mood: 
satisfied
current music: Days - The Drums
monday - june 22, 2026.
everything is going to change. isn’t it nice to look back and say, “oh, look at how it used to be. i remember that!”
there’s a lot i would like to see again.
i made a documentary series with home movies from 25 years ago. i was disappointed when i watched the footage expecting to see some events that were missing. there were so many moments i remember from that time that would have made great videos, but the people around me would have acted differently with the camera pointed at them and the event i remember wouldn’t have been the same. i loved making this series and i’m proud to have finally lived out my reality bites fantasy and made myself something i love to watch. maybe you would like it, too.
allie
current mood: 
nostalgic
current music: Silversun Pickups - Lazy Eye
friday - june 12, 2026. hiking bear creek trail, point reyes
i am a compulsive documentarian: a record for later, i record before i’m gone. i take photos, videos, draw what i see and don’t see, write in a journal, ask myself questions like “why?” and “what is it for?” i assume the people around me will disagree with me that these moments are worth recording. i imagine falling off a roof and how broken-hearted i would be on the way down, knowing dreadfully that it was about to be all gone. or not gone, but just over. at least for me.
just for me. but you’re invited. come and see.
allie
current mood: 
blerg
current music: Real Estate - Past Lives
